Finding our feet

Lately it seems that the wings of my family are being spread and there have been huge steps out into the world. My parents are in the midst of starting a construction business, my youngest sister has left for college, my middle sister is moving out of my parents house and getting married! Which of course makes my parents empty nester's. Tim started a new job on Friday, he is still a financial advisor he just left Edward Jones and is now with M&I Bank. This move for Tim will be a huge step for our family. It is definitely a different situation changing jobs when there are children involved.

However, there is all this change and exploring around me, I can't help but reminisce about my life just few short years ago. Especially with Rachel going up to college, there is a part of me that is jealous. I loved the independence and the carefree attitude I could have. I have been wrapped up in the thoughts that Rachel has been having of being on her own, and making decisions by herself, and Jessica's as she embraces a new beginning and relationship. I also can't help but to think of all the sleep they get! I usually have these feelings at the grocery store with my clipped coupons in one hand, holding Griffin with other as he helps push the cart, and McKenna attached to my chest with the front pack. It is then that I look down at my babies and am truly happy being along for the ride in my own feet.